Purge Yourself Of Unhappiness

Sometimes you've got to let everything go - purge yourself.
If you are unhappy with anything - whatever is bringing you down, get rid of it.
Because you'll find that when you're free, your true creativity, your true self comes out.

Be good or not to be good

When you good to others, people tend to take more advantage of you rather than saying you good.
When you have your own opinion of everything, people tend to say you very arrogant, not an easy going person.
When you try to be pleasant, people tend to say you are so timid, so soft easy to be control.

If you are too good to others, people will tend to said you have motive.

This is just too difficult.

Someone has enter my territory and I'm not defending in the first place and now territory almost been taken still I'm not defending. And when you are not defending people will think your territory is easy to be conquer. Once they had conquered it difficult to escape. You are trap there forever and ever.

To prevent things get ugly you stay back as follower.

It that what you will do?

NO, I will fight back this time and have my territory back.

My Injured Toe....sob sob :(

Happened on a lovely Friday evening, as usual after my dinner mommy shower me. while I was dressing daddy came back and mommy left me with daddy to play with while mommy went downstairs to cook dinner.

Of course I want to look for mommy and I went to the kitchen. Before I called out mommy the door bang on me and it hurt my toe and the next thing mommy came out seeing me sitting ont he floor crying and bleeding while daddy rush over to see what happen. My toe was bleeding and I was crying out loud.

Daddy carry me and mommy help to stop my bleeding. Plaster it to prevent further injuries. My toe got swollen. OUCHHH.....................

Muffins and more muffinssss

Teacher's day, Children day, year end school party, concert day, sport's day etc etc. All these are the school event.

I still remember my years of school, i always asked my mom to cook a pot of curry chicken for me to one of these event in school for the party.

Many years later i can't believe I'm doing what my mom did for me. The only thing is I'm not cooking curry chicken as i do not know how to cook curry chicken.

Teacher's day was held on 12 May and Danielle Mandarin class had a party and each student need to bring something to the party and of course mother need to prepare for them. Therefore, I baked her muffins. A day before the party I baked 1 tray for try out in case anything wrong i still got time to improve. It turn out no bad so on the day morning i baked a tray of orange muffins. Result...PERFECT.

I still left with lots of flour and i think i got addicted and i continue to baked mango muffins, and again orange muffins. In a week I've baked almost 100 muffins. I don't think my maids is very happy about it as i keep asking them whether they like my muffins. Once they said 'yes' i will immediately bake another tray. I think they are cursing me like hell...asking them to finish all the muffins i baked....I guess is time for me to move to other cakes...i think cheese cake will be my next one..

Mothers's Day Flower

This is my 2nd year celebrating mother's day. Last year I gave myself a poem and same as this year. Beside poem, this year Danielle made me a flower from her mandarin class of course with teacher. It was my first flower from Danielle and it was made of paper so that I can keep it as a memory. Well Danielle can't wish me Hsppy Mother's Day yet and i hope by next year she can wish me Happy Mother's day.

Happy Mother's day

We're daughters and mothers
Not so long ago.
We give and take
And take and give
Along time's endless row.
Love is passed
And love received
To be passed on again:
A precious heirloom
Twice, twice blessed,
A spiritual cardigan.

I'll put it on
And treasure it,

The me I have received,

And when the roles
Reverse again,
I'll have what I most need.

So may our love
Go on and on,
A hundred thousand years;
Mothers and daughters,
Daughters and mothers,
Through joys and other tears .